I’ve been meaning to talk about consistency for some time now, but I hadn’t found the ample time that it would take me to do so, until now.
Keep up because there are a few things that will be going on as I type away.
I personally write to learn. I write because writing down what I learned for the day is the best way for me to remember it. I write things down after I spend time meditating on what I’ve learned because it is how I start to put the ideas into practice.
Each and every single day I learn new things. I learn more about humans and humanity. I learn more about myself and my friends and family. I learn more about politics and the way politics work because these systems are driven and ran by humans, so I learn more about the inner workings and ideologies behind them. I learn more about religion, and more about programming. I learn more about habit, sciences, love, and you,
One day, someone came along and asked me why I have never been able to be in a faithful relationship, and my response to that was: consistency.
noun 1. . the way in which a substance holds together.
I am a substance because all matter is substance, right?
Each and every one of us has different needs. Each and every one of us has things that will hold them together that can be so different than even a twin sibling’s could be. What holds you together, in place, can be the complete opposite of what holds someone else together, in place. Am I making some sense here?
I have never been able to be faithful in a relationship because I have not found someone who is consistent. A girl, or a woman, who is consistent in her emotions. A girl, or a woman who is consistent with me every single day. Sure, I’ve heard the saying that women are emotional, but what does that have to do with consistency towards me.
On another note, let’s just say that you want to change your body up from whatever it is now; whether that be fattening up or slimming down. If you do not provide your body with the consistency it needs to achieve these goals, then you are living a delusional fantasy.
What is so hard about consistency?
Someone recently told me that what I am searching for is impossible to find, not knowing that I am a firm believer in the phrase that impossible is nothing. I don’t think it is impossible to find, and I believe that I can find it out there, whenever I do decide that I need it, but if you were able to dive deep inside of me and see where I have been, then you will see that I have been alone from a very young age already, and that solitude is something I embrace.
Until a girl, or a woman can provide consistency with me, that will be the day that I won’t even feel like looking somewhere else for the consistency I need.